Let Go!

My mind stutters

thoughts become cluttered

all things I want to speak, freeze

Just moments ago I wanted to shout

I want to be let out!

Yet somethings holding me back

Why can't I just whisper

without it having to blister

my heart

I thought this depression ended

yet it just rendered

me insane

Haunting me with it's voices

full of power and choices

that latch onto me

Even I, who've felt it before

had no idea that the gore

could render me speechless

I'm lazy

The title is i'm lazy, because it's my day off and I don't feel the need to come up with a title. My brains engine is tired, and a little hung-over today, so i'm giving it a break. So obviously, i'm not having very good luck with this blog. But honestly, i've tried maybe three times since the last post to post something. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to put all my thoughts that i'm feeling down into coherent sentences. But I got an idea, so instead of posting entries about my life and how fucked up things are I decided i'd just post previous crazy entries in my old blog and poems that I've written. 'Oh, that's so emo.' Fuck off, it's my blog.